Wednesday, March 23, 2005

yes yes.. life's a bitch for short. we've made choices that makes us go the wrong way.. but tis too what makes life worth living.. all those shortcuts, longcuts, hard or easy.. all those give thrills to our lives..

but.. i've come to think of this.. are those REALLY WORTH doing? i feel as if i've wasted my life. i became so inconsiderate, that even myself, i have disregarded of providing a bright future.but.. whatever i did.. i cannot re-do. i can just redeem myself of it. i can just make up for it. and i can never ever run away from it.

and i symphatize with your whole world being dark.. i know just how dark it could be. i know how it freaking hurts to know that you have let go of something you were so sure of. i know how it bleeds.

just got pieces of advice for you.
*be true to yourself
*follow your heart when in doubt
*don't ever let go of your beliefs.. stick to it*think of the long term consequences in making decisions
*never go with someone you don't have trust on
*when you have fallen, there's nothing to fall down on more.. there's no where to go but up
*we're young. we can make up for our past mistakes.
*cry if you must.. don't keep it in.
*everyone's a bitch. you just have to put it in the right place.

and that..

*i love you gurl. i'll always be here for you.. it's the toughest of times when you get to know your real friends..

i'm here. going through that. it pains to know that i am. but that's life. i've been fighting it.. so i hope that you too.. will be as well seeking through that adventure..

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this is a post a left at kat's blog..

it keeps me thinking of how things could've been.
regret & guilt has long been plaguing my consciencce.
here's a lil flow chart.

*3 tests
*can't study
*hanged w. -----------
*ah..tactless decisions.
*ma-chika maids and moms.
*reached my dad
*fudge mahn
*may reach __
*eventually did.
*confessed
*knew that it eventually happened.
*got -----,--,--
*didn't get -----
*now.. grades?

LIFE'S A BIATCH.

*blink*
6:27 PM ++

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